“Did he show you his new place? Did you like it?” I thought it was just because he wanted a place close to Leo, but now that I think about it…” Hannah suddenly gave me a searching look. Besides, I should have known something was up when he started work on his house.

“What? That Ramón loves you? Of course, you’re a total catch. The stupid, insecure part of myself made me whisper, “You believe me?” I didn’t see it at the time, but now it’s totally obvious.” Now that I think about it, we did end up talking about you a lot. “I didn’t know it was because Ramón wants to marry you. Always asking how you’re doing, if you’re coming over with me.” Hannah gave me an apprehensive look. “She’s almost as worried about you as I am. “That would explain why Judith is so into you.” “You have every right to be hysterical,” Hannah muttered, a distant look in her eyes. “Sorry, I didn’t mean get all hysterical on you.” If he loved me, why hasn’t he tried to contact me in some way?” Wiping at my cheeks with more tissue, I tried to smile.

I was going to tell you when you got better, but then Ramón took off, and I never heard from him again. “Because it all happened so fast! It was while you were still healing after the attack, and you were still in so much pain. Moving on…why didn’t you tell me this before?” Making a sour face, Hannah said, “Yuck, stop right there. Who believes guys when they say things like that? I knew he was too good at eating pussy to be true.” I nodded, big fat tears spilling down my cheeks. I feel like I’m losing my mind, doubting it even happened.”įrowning, Hannah held up her hand. None of what happened between us makes any sense. Now I’m alone, and I miss him, and I’m worried about him, even if he is an asshole. He made it sound like we were going to be together forever and then he just took off. He was…he was so nice to me, so sweet, and he said he loved me. “Joy,” Hannah snapped, “what in the ever-loving fuck is going on?” Shit, I must look as big of a hot mess as I felt. I pulled my hand away from hers to nod and uselessly wipe at my damp face.

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